It's been a while...

Hello, hello, helloooooo...
Long time no speak. At least that what it feels like for me. In the past couple weeks I have severed many ties, and moved on...literally. I moved from my apartment and into a townhouse. Slight flex, major upgrade! I stand on the fact that since we're all settled in and unpacked, I have no reason not to dedicate my all to my business and various talents. I've also been working on my mini battle with consistency these days.We're all a work in progress though right?! Moving took a lot out of me, I will not lie. BUT, it feels so good to be out of that apartment. I consciously and subconsciously relived so many different memories (good and bad, mostly bad) on a constant basis and it was draining the entirety of my energy. Sage bundle after sage bundle, release ritual after release ritual something deeper was embedded in those walls. And I feel a lot better now that I'm away honestly. My new place is a breath of fresh air, I'm far enough from reach that you couldn't grab me unless I wanted you to. Exactly where I need to be... Did I mention that the crossroads are my backyard? ;)

Yesterday was 8/8, a big day for me seeing that my life path number is 8, I harnessed the hell out of that energy for sure. Especially since it followed the full moon. I gave thanks, as I do everyday...but yesterday was a little different. I danced, soaked in a floral salt bath; pink Himalayan salt, jasmine, lavender & lily, sipped my wine, cried a little bit, listened to my frequencies & binaural beats, and lastly a release ritual with both feet planted in the dirt. I can honestly say, I feel lighter. I won't say light as a feather just yet (although I claim it) because there is still work to be done, not that the work will ever be done...but I'm as transparent as possible about my journey and my feelings or emotions surrounding it. 
I don't wake up everyday feeling bubbly and excited. Sometimes I'm foggy and want to roll back over. And I'm learning there is nothing wrong with that. Although as many know, we are spiritual light filled beings having a human experience...we must still acknowledge our shells and nurture them accordingly for ultimate ascension and a peaceful incarnation. 

If you haven't heard Lauryn Hill's MTV Unplugged album I 10/10 recommend it. This album single handily is my daily listener outside of frequencies when I'm in a phase where I'm tired of listening to all other music...I even listen to the interludes most times lol. I just have such a deep appreciation for this specific work of art. It's so calming, so grounding and so relatable. I first heard it while in the car with my aunt, I was still getting over the first of many break ups within the same relationship..."I Get Out" came on, then "Adam Lives In Theory" and I started bawling. I don't cry anymore but this recording STILL gives me chills 2 years later y'all..I don't know how else to describe it. 

Moving of course forced me to go through all of my papers and figure out what to keep/get rid of. 
I found so many old writings that I'll finally be sharing with the world not only written on my blog, but also recorded on my podcast. I'm excited to share, especially since all of my writings have always been so sacred to me. I've never let anyone read them, this is a huge step & I'm proud of my expressions.

Seeing how much I've grown spiritually from 2016 to now really amazes me. Especially since the wavelength everybody is riding now, are the same wavelengths I used to get criticized so heavily for. The same folks that used to call me a devil worshiper are now asking me for spiritual advice, isn't that something?...I still find beauty in it all. I refuse to judge anyone because growth is growth regardless the timeline. It's just something that makes me giggle from time to time. I'm excited to see how the timeline continues to twist and turn. I'm excited to see where my patience, persistence and passion leads me next. 

Sorry for the major mixture of topics, I just have so much to share that I haven't had the time to. But, I promise this time I won't be gone so long. 
Peace, Love and Prosperity...til next time y'all. 



Comments

  1. everything in life goes hand in hand I dont think the topics were too mixed. You moving out lead to you going through your papers. Your papers have shown your mental growth in a time capsule like form that we can now compare and contrast to the person you are today. You moved and also get a chance to start new...leaving behind physical mental and spiritual baggage making you feel lighter!! I loved reading this! Keep them coming lol

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